A little late

So, this is the first post of the new year. It's been a good start thus far but knowing my luck things will start to go downhill just as they always do. Even though I am pretty sure that no one reads my blog; hence why I don't post so often, I by no means wanted this to turn into an emo's blog; like it seems to have done. I guess my problem is a somewhat lack of self confidence, trying to blame myself for everyone's problems. This will probably never change, however there is a bit of a different problem now; I feel like no one listens to me, which in all honesty isn't that comon; why should anyone listen to me, i don't usually have anything remotly decent to say.

It'll probably dissapate soon enough, oh well. In better news I am going to see Blink 182 in July, just a few days before my 21st birthday, we'll see if the person that I am going with still wants to go with me! So now to await the begining of the new semester, I am doing work already; which seems rather pointless but to come out with a good degree I have to work hard. 

We'll see what the rest of this year brings me, maybe I should hope for the best, maybe I shouldn't.. I don't know anymore. But if anyone does read this, then on the bright side I doubt I will post anymore emo shit..

Do I do anything right..?

Sometimes I wonder  if i can do anythig right in my life, is it me being able to fail at everything, or is it purely circumstancial.. Do I deserve things in life if I just mess up all the time..? I try my hardest at everything, it seems that sometimes my hardest isn't good enough..

WOO!!

SO last wek i managed to mess up my Laptop, it was not good because i had a very nasty virus that i didn't manage to get rid of properly.. so i ended up messing up the hard drive on my laptop. It blowed.. However i managed to get a new one, and i will be more careful with this HDD. And i have spent pretty much all of today trying to get programmes back on it.. which was rather boring and very tedious. But my computer is fixed now.. well relativly, i have to fix the fan and thats about it.. i think.. :S


anywho I start university again in the next two weeks, i can't wait to go back, and start learning.. 

New Safety Glasses!!!

On tuesday I picked up my new safety glasses for chemistry that I got before I finished uni last year, academic year that is.. :P Here they are:

Pictures by me.

I know the pictures are rubbish, but thats because me as a photogropher doesn't really work. The brand is Swiss One, and they seem pretty awesome. We'll see how they hold up in labs.

wondering..

Sometimes i wonder why i am on the earth... why i am here... living, alive.. because quite frankly after some of the things i have probably said and done, i really shouldn't.. It seems that i am always saying things without thinking first, this is a huge problem for me, because i say things that no one likes... So that makes me wonder why anyone would ever like a screw up like me??? Maybe the best thing is for me to not say a word to anyone...?? Would this soloution solve my problem..?

Dilemma much...

I have come across a dilemma, I don't know what to do with my 360 anymore.. :S I enjoy playing on it but i feel that it is being left there not being played on.. and i don't know if i should get rid of it for that reason... :S

What should I do...???

*UPDATE* I'm not going to get rid of it, it would make me very sad to see it go, i me as sad as other things would... but the 360 is not going...

Rhe realisation that this is probably the worst blog entry anyone could ever do has hit me... :P

Petra, coming to england again.. :D

The second post of tonight... :D Petra is coming to England again.. More specifically to my parents house, not to meet them though, to see me again... YAY!

I can't wait for her to get here again, because we are going to london for the day, and staying there.. it's going to be epic.. There really isn't alot that i can say in this post, i think that all of my energy has gone into the last post.. haha
On another note though, I passed this year at University.. :D it is gravy.. but before i end this post i must say YAY once more, because as you may have noted Petra is comeing to England again.. :D :D :D :D :D