I am a JERK!!

Its a new week, and I have already been a jerk to someone.. Will I ever stop being a jerk? Why am I a jerk in the first place, why do I do things that make me a jerk... peoples lives would probably be better with one less jerk in them... I guess I'll lie in bed and think about why I am such a jerk, and what makes me say jerky things... But I think I already know.... It's because I AM a jerk..

Why do I do it..?

Why do I say stupid things? Why do I do stupid things? What is it that draws me to do idiotic things? I guess that just goes to show how much of an idiot I really am.. People shouldn't expect good things from me, I always let them down.. I most likely always will..

Well done Nick, the epic fail at everything.. Really well done...

Emoism..?

I have been wondering... people tend to turn to Emoism when they are sad, but sometimes that is only in dire situations.. :S so what is the deal with emo's that suffer from emoism all the time..? do they not get enough attention from their parents..? do they truly hate themselves..? do they have a reason for being like that all the damn time.. because if so i want to hear it... alot of emo's should be slapped... life isn't bad... life is what you make of it... so in my eyes the only reason that emo's hate life is because they make it bad for themselves.. so alot of eno's just need to see the world more optimistically.. and i know it can be hard.. but i know that it can also be done...

So to all you emo's out there in the world wide interwebs... CHEER THE FUNK UP....

lates..

Are looks everything?

I had no idea what to put in my blog.. so I asked Petra, and she suggested that I write on looks. The subject of looks is a tricky one at that, because if I say too much on it then i may seem vain, and if I say too many negative things, people will think I am lying. But I shall try to tackle it nonetheless.

Looks, hmm what can I say... Looks are seen as the defining feature in todays society; because if a guy doesn't look that good then girls will ignore him, making him go gay or whatever, and if a girl doesn't look good then the guys don't go within 100 metres of her. But as looks kinda define the relationships today, they really shouldn't because on occasion, those with looks are the simpletons, the idiots of society. And honestly the world doesn't need that many idiots around. In my opinion it isn't looks that define who likes who, it is the personality and moral values of a person that does that, and if said person happens to bee "good looking" then that is an added bonus really isn't it?

“Don't go for the looks, it can be quite deceiving. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away -- go for someone who makes you smile because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright. Hope you find that person.”

There was no cited author for this quote, but whoever it may be is spot on in my opinion. Love and looks can't co-exist, you either love someone for their personality or they way they make you feel, or you "love" the way that they look.

On the other hand, looks can be a good thing, especially as they say that love is blind, if that was true then the e ugliest guy could get the most beautiful girl in the world, just by being himself. Looks can make people try their hardest for the best looking guy/girl, it's something to aim for right?

Maybe, but who knows what makes some people so vain that they have to get the best looking person? I know that I'd be happy just as long as I got along with the girl.

I think that may be it for that... I think that if I write anymore, I may just repeat myself.. so laters people..

Paintballing Today..

Today I went paint balling for the first time, It was wicked... :D I loved it.. although I did get battered and bruised... and shot by probably one of my own team mates... In the back of the head... not cool... but that set aside it was still awesome.. :D I would defiantly like to do it again... I will have some nice bruises in the morning... :S Also, why don't people surrender I gave two people the chance to surrender in the first game, which was a fort scenario, so lots of close quarters... but none of them did so I had to shoot them multiple times... I was rather lucky because I had a few bounce off me at close range.. good thing they didn't burst otherwise I would have had to start again at the beginning... so lucky me there...

I would recommend paint balling to people.. it's fun and contrary to popular belief it doesn't hurt as much as people think.. It is just very tyring...

That was the main event of my day... followed up by the awesome event of talking to Petra... :D:D:D:D:D:D

Laters..